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once a year, we played hooky, you
and I,
calling out sick from work on a warm
spring day,
skipping off in search of the ultimate
thrill ride,
a coaster to speed back to
yesterday, to cotton candy
and bumper cars and a lifetime
more years to ride.
we loved the coasters, especially old
woodies,
the clackety, clackety, clack of anticipation
as our coaster cart and our hearts
climbed to the pinnacle,
until
WOOSH!
coaster
cart and heart
and years gone by…
p
l
u
n
g
e
d
taking our stomachs with them.
we always sat up front and center,
you and I,
in the first seat of the front
cart, arms high in the air
with nothing before us but the
edge of time, the abyss
between now and a forever of
yesterdays filled with
coasters and bumper cars, fried dough and tummy aches.
I don’t know about you, my love, but I don’t eat cotton
candy or fried dough any more, or aim
thundering bumper
cars,not deliberately anyway, and
sadly, I admit it, I don’t
see you anymore either, and I don't ride coasters, not even
woodies, not after
that last time when we hopped on a
coaster that would take us backwards, and it did...
literally.
it didn’t work the way we wanted it to
and we were no
younger after than we were before. it was scary and
sickening, and the scariest thing of all was that when we
got
off, the young whooping in glee all around us, we felt
older than
ever before. that’s when I stopped seeking
thrill rides because my heart just can’t take any more.
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Written for dVerse Poet's Pub, where the prompt on Poetics is "Fun Fair."
much emotions in this patti....loved what you did with the font...the plunged...great...and i feel my stomach plunging just by reading it.. sad that it didn't work out the way you hoped it would...a fine and felt write patti
ReplyDeleteI like the plunging from happy memories to the backward coaster ride, making you older and sad. Nice write Patti ~
ReplyDeleteOh, I felt my heart almost go up into my mouth at the 'plunge'
ReplyDeleteSo cleverly done Patti. All the highs and lows, the trills of the ride and then the break up of love and fearing the rides as we age and realise, we can get seriously HURT on those things too.
Loved this read!
i love the woodies....i cant do the backward one though...the rebel yell at kings dominion is backward...did it once...ugh...nice how you tied that in as well to a relationship...did think it was sweet about hookie though...i need to play hookie for nookie again...
ReplyDeleteThe projection of the plunge was a nice touch and perfectly placed, excellent pace, ups and downs, metaphors, this one really is broad in scope. Great read. Thanks
ReplyDeleteOh, I love this, Patti.
ReplyDeleteWhat has happened to the world we once knew? Maybe it has not changed as much as I think. All us Peeps still think we each have the 'answer'...and we do NOT. We think we know all about God, and the Universe...and we do NOT!
ReplyDeleteGuess things haven't changed so much, after all. But those roller-coaster critters have sure broken MY sound barrier.
Still go to the fair, to eat Italian sausages $5 each. And Elephant Ears. and visit the cattle auctions, and other stuff--BUT! No more 'coasters' for THIS old guy!
PEACE!
Lots of double meanings laced into this one--the Fair isn't always fun, and the ride isn't always a thrill, that's for sure. The metaphor at the end works really well.
ReplyDeletefun memories.
ReplyDeletei like the slippery slope of the words in the middle there...
/roller coaster of dysfunction
with nothing before us but the edge of time,
ReplyDeleteI wonder if it didn't work the way you wanted - more than you realised. Excellent.
That bitter-sweet moment when the young smile politely and you know they'll never know what you experienced
ReplyDeleteThis packs a sweet punch. My heart can't take it anymore, either.
ReplyDeleteNow my grandson wants me to go with him! Good capture of aging through this lens.
ReplyDeleteFantastic writing. WOOSH!!!!!! I felt both the ride and the metaphor for the plunging years. And, especially, I felt the "my heart just cant take it any more." I hear you, sistah!!!!
ReplyDeleteExcellent job!
ReplyDeleteLoved this particularly,
"a coaster to speed back to yesterday, to cotton candy
and bumper cars and a lifetime more years to ride."
though I imagine time offers other chances to joy in the fair, even in watching younger generations take it all in for the first time!
Awww....I didn't thrill ride much when I was young but sometimes feel I'm on a downward spiral. Personally, I like ups and downs...helps me appreciate the ups
ReplyDeleteI had a German boss who called himself a spaetlese teenage, a late harvest teenager. He wanted to be. But he wasn't. I don't agree that we should 'act our age' but don't think we should try to be something we aren't. Nowadays, I thing my life is spent on the dodgems.
ReplyDeleteNicely captured.
is the backwards roller coaster some sick invention of Ray Bradbury?
ReplyDeleteSad, nostalgic, and emotionally intense. Well done.
ReplyDeleteThere was a sense of plunging with this one, in both a physical and emotional sense. Love your layout and rhythm. And the little poignant edge!
ReplyDeleteThis is wonderful, Patti; and oh, so true. Love the nostalgia in the piece.
ReplyDeletePearl
This is so poignant. So many lines in here that almost make my heart ache. It's the kind of piece the reader wants to know exactly what the writer was referring to and if it represents something or someone real but hidden in the lines. But the reader is torn because it means something to the reader about time, and love, and loss, and rides, and things that we once did that we no longer do and we all have our reasons.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful.
PS. I agree with Tom in some respect. I did think as I read this would make an amazing sci-fi story! Think Twilight Zone :).
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